I'm so lost without you

I'm eighteen years old, and I wish someone would understand me completely & totally. I live in Michigan, and I go off to college in August. I've lost everyone who has been important to me, and I'm rather confused. Everything in my life is changing, and I have some getting used to, to do.

RIP: bthc, eh, wb, ij, sf <3

I just want to see my “not-boyfriend”. I miss him.

I wonder what is going to happen.

I wish I knew where this was going. I mean I think I know, but then again I feel like i could be completely wrong. I am getting impatient, but maybe if we would have waited a little longer in the first place we wouldn’t be where we are now. I hate not being able to call you mine. Sometimes you still refer to me as your girlfriend and it makes me happy. I’m sorry when you say certain things like at debbies wedding you said “we’ve been together longer than them” and i said “we aren’t together” i understand why it upset you… but do you understand why it upsets me every single day. It is so nice just to spend time with you, and be around you. You make me so incredibly happy. It is so different from the way that anyone else has ever made me feel. I love you so much. I just hope you don’t expect me to wait around forever.

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Panic At the Disco

brendonross:

The beginning of I Write Sins Not Tragedies slowed down and layered over The Ballad of Mona Lisa

(Source: magdajane, via charizar)